Tuesday, July 24, 2012

What a difference the night makes

Sometimes she is fine all day and things go along very well and then the night comes and she looks for any reason at all to argue and fuss with me about anything.  I can tell she is looking to argue because once I agree with her she starts arguing the other point of view.  It is just so bizaar that there are no words.  Trying to walk that very thin line between parenting and supporting her through this struggle is just so very difficult.  I feel I have loss all control of my parenting and I am at the mercy of her moods. 

Thursday, July 5, 2012

Need a Break

I love my child more than life itself, but I need a friggin break already.  Just some time to put my needs first and just do exactly what I want to do.  I know that is super selfish of me as a mother, but I sure do need it.  I am so tired and worn out and it never ends.  I know I need some cheese with this whine, but I am keeping it real.