Leaving Lori with someone besides me is scary

My oldest daughter is in the hospital after surgery and I had to leave Lori with her Godparents. Even thought they know and love her, I am still very nervous. They have no idea about her quirks and little habits. Her fears and anxieties and what it takes to calm her down. I am so torn between wanting to be her with Nicole at the hospital so she is not alone, and wanting to be with Lorial so she is not afraid. She is so connected to me I know she will be worried about things. I will go and call her once I finish this and then we will both be able to rest.