Part of me wants to share this blog with the world and part of me wants to just use it as therapy. This is all so terribly painful and personal that it goes against my nature to be so open about it, but maybe stepping outside of my comfort zone is what I need to do to deal with all of this mess. I know there are so many other people going through this same experience, and maybe there is a way to make all of this suffering count for something by sharing our experience so others can know they are not alone. It is such an isolating thing to have a child with mental illness. Sometimes it is just overwelming to the point of being debilitating. Giving up is never an option, so we just have to keep finding ways to push through. God is the source of my strength through all of this.
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